I’ve wanted something more and better.
I’ve wanted to be closer
To something that would make
Me never want any another.

The unhavable is what I want have
And I want the forbidden in my hand.
Maybe I’ll settle for what’s safe
But I don’t think I understand.

To just touch, just stroke
What I desire most.
I’ll take even that brief moment
Of a subtle conversation

There has to be something
Just one thing to help me
I need this one thing more
That one open door.

A drug, perhaps, to give me
One to keep me from feeling
To keep my mind in store
For just that one thing more.

A thing to satisfy
That twinkling in almond eyes
Something better just for me
But what I want I can’t see.

Another step forward
To what I desire more
That one thing more
Just something more.